It seems like your emotions are going on a rampage! You may feel irritated or like hitting something. Nothing's gonna come out of it if you do. If you have something to say don't hesitate but tell it fair and square to your friends. Don't forget to keep your composure!
Haven't you been carried away a bit too much lately? If you don't change that self-indulgent life from the roots of it, recovering will become difficult. Indulging in your wishes without thinking of anything may be fun but, that's not good at all. You need to look at the reality and change yourself with a strong will! Don't lose to yourself!
What are you fearing? Your fears may come true in the future. But, isn't that the pefect chance for you to change it? Preventing it from happening is the best too, but if it happens solve it as soon as possible!